-- Thomas M. Disch

Look at the map and tell me where
A conscious mind would not despair.
In Poland? Palestine? Peru?
In Angkor Wat? In Timbuktu?
Twist as you will upon the grid
Of North, South, East, and West, amid
Whatever fleshpots Rome may boast,
Or safe at home with buttered toast,
At least it all comes down to this --
The world's too big for bombs to miss,
The law too weak, the door too wide
To forestall every suicide.
While there are motive, means, and time,
There will, as sure as death, be crime.
Our hope must be that those who've got
The right, or guns, to have us shot
Will set a limit to their catch
And feel no need to fire the thatch;
That just as long as power buys
Good opera seats and alibis
The guilty rich will be content
Still to convene their Parliament,
Still to resist the urge to wreak
Some vengeance on their heirs, the meek.
How like the thief's benign reprieve,
Who'd spare our lives and only thieve,
So long as we do not protest
We even may enjoy the jest.
This is the social contract we
In 1986 A.D.
Must live by if we mean to live,
Committing sins we can't forgive
With every coffee bean we grind,
And every heart, and every mind.
(For surely if you've wit to trace
A line of logic through this lace
Of verses, you're among the few
Who're well -- or well-enough -- to-do
And can't too bitterly complain;
For thoughtful minds are free of pain
To the degree that they can think
And alchemize their thoughts to ink.
Happy the man who can declare
His angst with any savoir faire.
More happy still if he repine
Over a five-buck jug of wine.)
How swiftly, ably fear deflects
The squeamish eye away from texts
So dire toward each bright ad's plea
For booze and equanimity.
Internalized that turns the eye
And tunes the slavish tongue to praise
Our meted lengths of rope and days?
Laud we the god, for yet we breathe,
And hang in heaven a smoky wreath
Of thanks for yielding yet a year
More to the time we're sentenced here.
Between the jailer and the jailed
There's no hope lost. The god that failed
To intervene at Buchenwald
Will not decide to be appalled
At infamies that shall be nameless.
That god is dead, and history aimless
Enough of peeling New Year's chimes.
I want my coffee and The Times.
faustus: (Culture)
( Jan. 1st, 2010 09:00 pm)
I am torn about New Year Resolutions, if only because I'm bad at carrying them out - and it feels like setting yourself up for the fail. My experience at work of life being increasingly determined by Intended Learning Outcomes and so forth mean that there is more focus on the one thing that you did not do rather than the nine hundred and ninety nine that you did. Why is your glass only half full?

I failed at completing the top hundred films, the Hitchcocks and the Colin Dexters, but I saw a lot of other films and read a number of books, and wrote a lot - see this:

Cut for sheer bloody exhaustedness )

I've had a To Do List to get me through December, and I think I did pretty well: )

So for 2010, my resolutions? Well, what am I committed to?


  1. Probably another chapter on The Man Who Fell to Earth
  2. A section for another guide to sf
  3. An article on steampunk
  4. A chapter based on the proposal
  5. A 100,000 word book on seventies sf.


On that latter, I want to watch 100 films, read 300 books, and watch about three hundred episodes of television.

See what I mean about the fail? It's the fine for films, but it's three or four times as many books as I've read last year. Think of it as one a day until November.

On the other hand, a rolling to do list would have to include all the Hugo and Nebula novel winners of the 1970s, namely:

  1. Larry Niven, Ringworld
  2. Robert Silverberg, A Time of Changes
  3. Philip José Farmer, To Your Scattered Bodies Go
  4. Isaac Asimov, The Gods Themselves
  5. Arthur C. Clarke, Rendezvous with Rama
  6. Ursula K. Le Guin, The Dispossessed
  7. Joe Haldeman, The Forever War
  8. Frederik Pohl, Man Plus
  9. Kate Wilhelm, Where Late the Sweet Birds Sang
  10. Frederik Pohl, Gateway
  11. Vonda McIntyre, Dreamsnake
  12. Arthur C. Clarke, The Fountains of Paradise
  13. Gregory Benford, Timescape
  14. Joan D. Vinge, The Snow Queen


The number ticked off mean I can probably add shortlists too (but what is it with the Nebulae in 1975?).

In other aspects of life - less pub follows, and I want to do more food preparation and preparation, so I have things to defrost rather than too much reliance on prepared food. No more crisps; tips on low fat savoury snacks for lunches welcome (there must be oaty stuff). More fruit.

I want to get to Nottingham, Chichester and Alfriston, in part for exhibitions, and maybe to Brighton. It's about time I went back to Hastings, and maybe a second visit to Lewis or Eastbourne.

I am going to see this comedy

I need to get a rhythm.

Over the last year I managed to redress the work and leisure balance - by going to the movies, by seeing comedy, by going to the pub. What I also need to do is doing nowt time - to catch my breath.

So, there's the plan, and as far as it is a resolution, bring on the fail...
faustus: (cinema)
( Jan. 1st, 2010 11:59 pm)
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faustus: (Heaven)
( Jan. 1st, 2010 11:59 pm)
Despite the numbering, actually 60, as I misnumbered with Malzberg.

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